I have been Beaten
I have been Cut
to the connections I've made
the those iv lost
i have been brought down
only to rise again
to that which i have conquered
to that which still holds me back
i am
Indestructible








well i went off and thought about all the crap i have had to go through as a kid up until now
the divorce
the crazed drunken stepmother
the teasing in school
the kids i beat up in elementary
not having friends til middleschool
my mother constantly going in and out of the hospital
the crazy highschool crap
the loneliness
and all of the stuff going on with my mother right now

and going through all that to were i am now made me realize how grateful i am for the accomplishments I've made in life, i have great friends and a wonderful family
and i wouldn't trade any of for the world


my friend Amanda says that im a strong person.....id like to think i am, but life is full of surprises and i hope im ready for them